It must be post pregnancy or breastfeeding hormones, but I am an emotional mess...
If you follow my blog, you know that all my kids have a blood disorder, its called hereditary spherocytosis, in a nutshell, their red blood cells are fucked up...anyhoo, the kids need to go see the specialist every 6 months, and yesterday was the big day... where our appointments are, is also the children's cancer clinic...not a place anyone wants to be....so we see the hematologist and the little punks are all doing great..blah blah...as we were leaving, we see a little girl in the hallway about the same size as Leah and my heart was crushed when I "really" seen her...
She was bald, wearing a chemo mask and her skin was transparent she was so pale...
I'm not a big "God" believer, but I am spiritual...so it really gets my back up when people will say "God has his reasons" or "things happen for a reason"...and maybe to some degree... but please tell me, what reason is there for this precious little girl to be so sick...
She should have a mop of beautiful hair on her head, her cute smile should not have to be hidden behind a mask..my 18 month old is so happy, healthy and full of life and so should she..it should be against the laws of nature for babies and kids to be sick...
The same goes for women who are not able to have babies or get pregnant...why?
When so many irresponsible girls/women get pregnant over and over and are generally unfit mothers...
Have these people somehow pissed "God" off and that is their punishment?
I don't know, I just know that I am blessed and yes, I bitch and moan and complain, as I am sure you all do, but I really thank a higher power every night for all that I have..my health, my kids, a roof and food...
So next time I bitch about something, I'm going to stop myself and think of those in Haiti or that little girl in the hallway...
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